Maryam Kabeer Faye and her Journey Through Ten Thousand Veils

I found Maryam story very fascinating, it made me realise that it’s ok to grow up without really knowing god but loving and connecting with people in the community and reaching out is what really my parent taught me. I grew up a happy child, with 3 siblings and surrounded with extended families, my mum was Catholic and when she married my dad Ally, she converted into Muslim and her new name instead of Marie Chantale, became Firdauce. My dad embraced both religion celebrated the Muslim and Catholic ritual etc. I grew up well. Only when I grew up and got married, I became confused and conflicted as to which religion I should choose, I ventured for a long time, I love the aspect of Catholism for my uncle and unties taught me values and more importantly love. My dad family did the same. I was conflicted for years, as to which religion to choose to raise my children in. Thru listening to Ihsan video for some time now and this video I feel guided. I am not in association with any Muslim community, am doing all the heart work and soul searching by myself through videos, books and other spiritual teachers that my heart feel activated by their deliveries. I do my 5 times prayers, I do not know how to read the Koran, I only know the Arabic verse for prayers and I invest my time in meditation. I am a searching traveller. Thank you, this gives me more guidance to follow that journey.